Comment by feelings
its about 3 o clock at night and i couldnt sleep, cause suddenly my head was full of thoughts. And then one thought that came was about the one that i think i now realize that i love and who was hot and cold. She played me, she diseaded whether i came anywhere or not. She was the one that i let myself be opened to, i opened up to her, i gave a part of me, i gave a part of my heart, feelings and life. She was so sexual and loving sometimes and im afraid to admit to myself that it was just a manipulation, cause i still somehow belive that something was there, that something was real. But i have seen how she acts with other people too, but i still think about us, i even cant really say us, maybe i can say me and her. Once she said to me: me and you, and even that made me feel something. I cant get over her before i get to be with her even if its just one time. Then i think i am ok. Am i sick? And by the way i am girl. And i came here, cause i thought it would clear my mind just a bit or bring some clarity.
Added on: August 14th, 2010 02:08:05pm

Comment by Brittany
It'll be okay. You're not sick, you love and miss someone. Let yourself love and miss her. The pain will pass.
Added on: August 21st, 2010 11:08:29am

Comment by Lafleur
Through every dark night, theres a bright day after that. So no matter how hard it get, stick your chest out, keep ya head up.... and handle it!! You're not sick.
Added on: August 24th, 2010 06:08:17pm

Comment by K

You're okay. You know that in your heart. Love takes practice, but most of it all it is important to love yourself unconditionally, so that you can attract that quality of love...one day, whether it's this girl or another person.

Added on: October 14th, 2010 06:10:45pm

Comment by Artist

Loving somebody whether with the same or opposite sex has never been wrong, it's your right to love and be loved. Be honest to what you really feel, being open requires courage and humility as well. Am in a same sex relationship, its hard to deal with people who doesn't have an open mind with regards to this relationship, what's important is that the two of you is happy and the bond that you feel for each other will remain strong.

Added on: November 27th, 2010 02:11:17pm